31 October 2004

Jus came back from Situational Test on wed..
Super duper tired.. Luckily got two days of rest..
hehe..
2 rainy days, wipe off our activities to allow us for the rest..
Not bad huh ? haha..

But jus feel bad now.. Wasted my time slping.. haiz.. now super late le..
later got to go back camp soon.. haiz.. shld try to change my way of life le..
to stop wasting my time on unwanted stuff. duno what to do..
feel so low now..
Hope there's something i can do abt it..
Actually i miss quite a few of my buddies but no time for them, cos every week i came out, seems so constraint and so limited time i have for my girl than the rest. Hope i can do something abt it the week after next where there's a long break.

Finally i have already pack all my stuff in camp, bring bk all the unwanted ones.. So squeezy over there.. Everything stuff over 1 thin corner.. Really big mess initially but now it looks much better, hope by the end of pop i already pack most of the stuff back else i'll have a tough time doing so. haha..

Now i jus wish to spend more time with my girl, but when are you coming eh.. miss you v. much.

Take care guys who are reading my blog..

edZz


22 October 2004

Eventually, the field camp has come to an end.

Fortunately, it's quite a smooth trip with little obstacles.. (heng ar). For past two days, it has been raining, more or less, this affected our morale, hence our instructors make use of the fallen rain to ask us leopard/back crawl into the muddy soil ( er xin la ) .. no choice but to carry out the instructions. The whole body damn errr... further more, our helmets, webbings and even field pack were all drenched and muddy... what a sucky feeling lol...

For 1st couple of days, we slept in basha tents. Quite comfortable but the space is really very limited.
Next, coming to the next location, we had to dig our own individual shell strip using our E.T blade & stick. A hole which is approximately bigger than us, had to be dug within 45 minutes (standard time) but for us.. we took the entire day or rather the nxt day to perfect it. haha.. kinda crappy though. There was no cover or shelter and it rained on the night we slept in it, kinda drench, wet and uncomfortable feeling man.. ohhhh .. errr.... plus the spiders, centipedes and even snakes that may wander around u at night, u may think oh man.. this is hell lol.. but to me, it was my slp that was more impt ( hahahaha) ... On the last day, we had to more on but before that we have to cover the hole man.. it was almost as hard as digging it man, had to dug up all the surrounding soil once again to fill it hard, how hard and perspiring man.. it wasnt fun but sweaty .. yucks man..
Last night, we spent the night in the thick vegetation, no cover once again and onli can lie on our ground sheet, bad feeling again, thus it rained this early morning at abt 0345am. feel so cold and funny.. definately not gd. We ended up setting lotsa firepoint to warm our guys up haha and also to dry our muddy stuff.. dunno wat the land did we landed here.. damn suayyyy...

Now i'm finally back home, feel that this is the best place ever.. my home sweet home hehe..
with mum and dad and their care, feel so great and nice.. oops 10pm already, better get ready and enjoy my precious rest. hehe...

Night guys and take care wor..

edZz


09 October 2004

After this weekend, i'll be entering field camp soon this coming saturday...
Pray for me, i'll do my best, hope this is a enjoyable experience and not a bad one..

Jus came back from tekong ytd nite, pretty tiring and stressful week, i had experienced. Both mentally and physically worn out by the tough training and the strict discipline we had to maintain to keep ourselves away from avoidable punishment like the one we had the previous nite, both Shore parade and Defaultors' parade which is definately something u guys out there dont want to experience again. Luckily our OC is gd enough to give us half an hour more rest to prepare for nxt day.

Friday passed peacefully with our full effort put in, so we gt little or rather no fear.

i'm out now, i'm going to enjoy this two days before i went in for another 2 consecutive weeks.
Pray hard and do my best bah..

Take care guys .. ^^

edZz


03 October 2004

Pretty tired at this moment, so worked up and strain over the weekdays, no good rest can replace the strength i had lost of the days, getting more tougher by days and ironically we are getting stronger too.. ( i hoped )

Just wenna catch a show with my dar and a couple of gd pals, enjoyed the ' White Chicks' haha..
Kinda crappy but gd enough for a gd laugh..

Feeling kinda weak now, guess i would stop here and rest for the day..

hope time will heal the wounds.. ^^

edZz