Once again..
Heart torn into pieces the second time within a period of 3 months..
One relationship of 1.5 yrs and the other of almost 3 months..
This makes me wonder. . What am i thinking ..

It doesnt matter which relationship, i put in my best to love each one of them yet they couldnt convince me they are the one or rather, i dont feel they are the one for me. Everyone is indifferent, u know and i know but somehow there's some thinkings which affected me when i made up my mind whether if she's the one.

The right feelings is very hard to find.. the common thinkings and the goals we had for our future seems so different and worst we cant compromise. That's the main reason i end both of the relationship. Communication break down .. =/

Jus wish heaven will be kind to me in the future.. Now i decided to take a break and catch up with my buddies and friends.. We got lotsa stuff to talk man.. Hope to gain back my lost friends and hopefully a destined lady will drop by along in the future...

Now i will start my planning .. I know i can .. !
Give me your support ! =)

Take Care

Edwin


erm...
Within a short period of a couple of weeks..
i'm sitting in this very own table of mine during my BDS duty once again...
Wonder why whenever i log into this place many memorable events or pictures appear in my mind once again.. it was jus like yesterday.. haha.. so fast time goes..

I dont want to but i jus haf to accept the fact that it has happened.. miss those gd old times but i jus haf to let go and carry on..

times passed.. things changed.. but thoughts still remains..
i no longer know what i want.. i just accept everything that is given yet i am jus not happy.. i guess i have asked too much or am i rite to make the move to experience new pples and friends.

Dunno whether this path is right or wrong, i decided to walk along it, experiences new events and learn new stuff on the way.. Wish me gd luck..

I need your support guys..

Take care..

Edzz