What an early afternoon.. everyone have left for NDP Carnival @ Marina but the pity me and my buddy still sit in the office tending a place where no one will come.. Kinda tired and sloppy here with aircon and comfortable new chairs ..

I got nth to do except some thoughts to settle with and some questions to answer before i start tonight's duty. I'm protecting my 2nd home tonight till next morning 8am..

One day have passed since my ex bday, feel happy but sad for her.. life seems dull and colorless for her. What i know she always buried herself in work till quite late and neglected her appetite for gd food which is used to be her favourite hobby. To dine in on nice food.

Times passed since the day we ended, i left her with just some smses before we broken up. I come to realise this would be miserable for me if i'm the party receiving it. but i guess it's too late to do anything abt it now. Time dont turns back so i had to go forward. I ask for ur forgiveness & understanding for someone who dunno even know himself well enough.

Anyway, i already decided to take a break.. i believe if it is meant to be mine, it will be, i dont wish to push further and hurt other unnecessary people on the way. I wanna be clear what i want.

Hope time will show everything and i can some day be the man i wanted to be.
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