it's not that bad afterall.

I had my first day in a totally new or rather alien environment to me.
It was a huge area and multiples desks around me.. Luckily gt a few friendly colleagues around me.. it's still too soon to judge how they are. Hopefully, i can keep things easy and excel in what i can. i'm used to getting complacent but i realli hope this is not da case anymore. It will be a two months job but i still wish i can get some experience out of it. By then i'm ready for SIM for a degree..

my first day was disappointing and boring.. Sit down at the table and stare at the screen. Siew was kind enough to walk me around while henry came later and did da same. anyway i got to know zeena !!! hahas not da warrior princess kaes but my colleague. incredible name but nice lady. Quite a few departments in NCS and lotsa of sub branches that i need to know in no time. I was feeling abit tense, so tense that i woke up early and reached novena at 0745hrs when my work start @ 0830hrs =.=!!!! It was freaking earli !!! *faint*

Today was sweet, time went past with ease while i didnt realise anything. there are still many todays to come. How would i perform ? i questioned myself.. hoping to get the answer.. hahas but i know i wont. let's see how things go..

I ended my 3 days work last fri. earn abit of money luckily.. still working towards my new hp and of cos my allowance for school.. Let's hope i can support myself and work myself up.

xiao di is getting enlightened abit, but there's still long way to go, lotsa things to learn. Hope you can work hard and play as hard as possible cos there's no limit to a person's potential and abilities right ? =P Hp small issue, hope you can work out something with ur dad.

xiao mei le, nv see her so much recently.. dunno bz until disappear where le .. drop me a msg if u see this ahahas~ For qi, as usual, kena disturbed by mi until everyday "wei" @ mi. lols..

I got a song from caroline earlier on.. a song from lake house.. the one i fancy alot .. it was sweet, loving, soothing and everything you can think of while having a dance with ur love one in the imaginary world of yours.. *ponder who will fill the empty face of da lady who's standing infront of me..

Will it happen to mi ? i dont dare to think ..

Thankie lakehouse ~


oh i'm quite a lucky man..
i already started working for this temp job for 2nd day. quite slack besides the standing.. not realli doing any promoter job but flyers distributing rather.. =.=
anyway i had a gd pay rate so i dont mind standing the extra mile lols.

anyway just to share with you something, i got a temp job for two months from a agent.
she's realli a great person with great character. easy-going and she does make and effort to do something for her client. and nevertheless she did something that really makes me feel indebt to her.

there was a clash of interview timing with my promoter job actually. The interview was at 230pm on my first day but i did not know how smooth can it really goes. my supervisor cant be happy enough to let me go for my interview but i was constraint by the hour limit cos i will be taking da break time to do it. and it was really far at novena sq.

I cant imagine how someone can offer to give me a lift there and back there to my workplace just for me to have a comfortable interview without worries. Actually i didnt really passed my interview cos i couldnt ans what he wanted. but i told him i was willing to learn and he gave me the job. The way he sounds like, the job is going be a demanding one which means the 2 months is going to be tough for me but for me going into IT, i believe i got to learn. Hope this can be the place i start from since many yrs ago in poly. Really thanks to the sir that i can work there and not forgetting my agent. She's realli nice.. i cant imagine anyone else in my telephone directory doing that to me.. that's simply impossible considering that this is the first time she met me and gave me a interview.

*thank god alot alot ..~

This two daes were realli nth much.. i just stone at marine parade post office. walk along the corridor and say hello, would you like to have one the whole days .. take a look !!! lols.. beh sianz.. the new place was quiet rather and simply there were no potential in that zone apart from the previous location. The financial advisors whom i worked for, were currently eating grass. let's hope it's not the case tml. Good luck guys ..

I'll give my best shot tml..
Hope i can make your day like you make mine..

Cheers !!!


hey i'm back !!! hahas ~ yet to share my thoughts here soo long but i'm fine. Realli !
Tml i going to singpost for a short 3 days assignment as a promoter there. But the challenge is i got to rush for an interview at 2 pm to novena when i'm working at marine parade. I realli pray that the supervisor will gif me a chance to go for it ^^ although i'm still kinda worried that he dont. anyway it's gonna come so face it !

nth much this few days but i realli did make some efforts to find a job and it's all paying back now. Hopefully i do get the long term job till end of dec. *prays cos i still got to feed myself for the next few years i start studying. can think of nth besides work and to excel.

Nowadays dont feel like going out le.. also dunno is it becos there's no partner to join me or i had lost total interests which i think is the least possible. yesterday after an interview, i went to tamp hoping to meet my bud but he gt something on. that's happened when i dont plan. now everything back fires. so i need to work on this area as well.

I need enough preparation which i usually dont. but now it seems that i had no choice but to prepare for tml to come.. jiayou !!!!

anyway, kev i dunno will u be frequently reading my blog but i realli hope that you lead a more confident life and dont give up when things dont go ur way cos it doesnt happen all the time. simply due to god who wanted to give us plenty of challenges that come along our way. THat's what i believed. Face it and solve it, your not alone kaes.. Just remember that !

take care guys =))


cong's bdae celebration hahas..
it went great.. didnt did much.. jus be present for the ktv..
not as high as the other day but nice to see fang, jie, jun and her bf. hahas
cong and jac is my usual kakis always meet.
hope for nth but for cong's wishes to come true ~
nice to know him for so long and always bud ~ !!

feel kinda low this few days.. also dunno why feel so weird ~
haiis .. no idea.. hmm ..


seriously i think i got a problem here.. huge problem..
I think i need a break from computer.. have been online 24/7 since 1 week ago..
Madness think i can get those 2p shift job soon.. didnt slp well ytd.. slept at 5am..
worries abt work and my life yet i still stuck here do nth.. i need some directions from anyone..
too bad no more loved one else maybe she can kpkb me a bit hahas~

i realli no life now .. spending my time on comp on maple on cs.. i wonder what did i find from it..
gt one fren keep kpkb me, ask me out yet i always reject him.. he's new fren to me yet i dunno whether shld i be going out with him more often.. hope i can breakk thru and be his gd buddy. hahas~

xiao mei last nite online till so late hahas, i onli guessed she's working haha.. no wonder so guai hehes~ jiayou worrs ! then qi also seems tired out by her studies timings and cannot slp well worrs.~ then xiao di best, this week start class i think .. hope he's doing fine.. Let's jiayou everyone !!! dont gif up !!!

I'm returning back to camp tonight.. slp in my very own bed.. so happi !!! my last 2nd time to slp inside le.. so miss the place.. the place who brought me memoraries and happiness.. thankie you all for the wonderful puzzle pieces that made my life in da unit... Speed thru skiLLs !!!

heehes.. lastly, i will not be around tonight thought my comp is always on.. leave me a msg if u gt any~ tag mi ! Have a great day and great night ..

Cheers !!!


hello it's me me and miiiiiieeeeeeeeee again ~!!!
omg passed two days le.. so soon~

Saturday was a great day.
I had SAKAE Sushi !!!!!!!! weeess ~ but the place was pathetic !
Never go eat at UOB centre branch again.. So small, 2 tables onli and so quiet.. Little biz somemore.. onli till 1pm till we see glimpse of biz in the shop. As usual i was late but i was still earlier than xiao mei and qi haha.. kev as usual faced me with a " sad " face haha.. We took quite some time to locate the shop cos no one actually knows haha ~ stupid right ! wonder who decide on the place de. =x
We ate hors, from 1130am - 3pm. Until they hint hint us and actually did ask us to leave haha.. The sushi there so limited and the atmosphere was kinda quiet and i think we got the loudiest conversation going on at our table haha~

Guess what, we got a present for qi. it's a small token from us and realli hope that you like it man ! Our first gift for you cute ger haha~ =)) Pair of slippers from num haha. xiao di's gd old shop haha. he bought it and manage to find out wat she likes. so power. thx xiao di ! while xiao mei gt da card hees.. me hors dage jus do nth, book sushi and press button hahaha~

After that i left to meet onglai and my gd old frens. Really long since i saw her... and saw amy & char too hees.. jacob and cong are my usual kakis =P char and cong act act bf/gf so funni. den onglai " suan " jacob and amy. lolz! *shou bu liao* Went to foo's and no open yet cos too earli =.= end up go market place drink tea chino and order a roti john. wah haha.. eat until wanna burst le.. den we came back to foo's and had dinner. i had fish and chips .. choose beri long dunno eat wat so " chim chai " again haha.. it was nice but kinda oily.

We chatted alot during the session.. and took pictures !!! hees oh ya talk abt pics.. think i shld update it in haha.. glad everyone is fine and happi~ latas me, cong, jac & armi went to loyang ktv !!!!!!! wOw.. great session lorrr... we sang until the glass crack and vocal gonez. hahaha~ so funni and fun !!! Realli enjoyed ourself to the max ! thank you guys !!!

TOdaE
So fun and yet so crampy ! i realli exe to da fullest !! morning basketball with my kakis and went to meet kp, cy and yh haha.. kp so late lorrs.. luckily i come late as well, onli pooor yh suffer 1 hr waiting haha~ we went to bedok a fren's house street soccer court play soccer. so long no play, the first match almost killed me.. but i end up playing like 5 haha.. initially i was like feeling kinda tight in my muscles but i ignored it haha.. den end up play half way, i strike a ball and lay down on the floor .. haha .. luckily got nic, he damn gd man.. thanks ! help me decramp haha.. i jus felt so helpless, it was realli too tight. overwork my body le haha~ guess it's time to have a gd rest... now got to plan my bud 's present le hees.. any suggestions ? hees..

Tag mi if you manage to finish reading my nagging entry.
Thanks !
Nice to know you ~


Had a great time swimming today..
so shiok ! though me and congkie was aiming for sun.. lolz
wanna shine and tan his back ~ hees..

Was late as usual but we really do enjoy.. swim and crap at the same time..
i cant stop laughing whenever i chat with him.. full of crap ahahha~ so interesting guy that you gals out there got to take note hoho~

He thought abt going beach road to see the sneaker there and we did ! luckily he got a chim chai bud like me haha ~ wanna go where juz go, no worries jus freedom of speech and sharing of ideas... or maybe craps hehe..

end up we didnt get any sneakers but left for GEYLANG !!!! hohoho ~
walk for quite some 10 min before we found the "shop"

We placed da orders and start eating !!! DIM SUM hohoho !!!
shiok ah !!! The dim sum though beri exp and it looks suky but it really taste as gd as in restaurant man.. wah nice nice! !!

after that we left the shop and bought a doughnut each from the same one. Wah the doughnut taste like " ji dan gao " so weird de haha .. but still edible luckily hees.

Then guess where we go ..

ROCHOR Beancurd shop...
They really sell very nice beancurds " dou hua " and some snacks..
Today the aunty seems weird, dont let us mix " dou hua shui " with cold " dou hua " so angry but i still insist on eating the cold one.. my bud took the hot de.. haha .. cold de makes me feel great and refreshing. .Shiok !

By then hor 730pm liao .. hees thought of going back le but den hor.. feel like going further more haha .. We itchy legs go take train go bugis walk walk ..

Parco there the Mickey Industries Shop hor 50% sia haha but we got nth to buy there.. cute tee hees but doesnt suit us.. my bro say its designer suks cos all the guys wear not so nice de.. so disappointing.. haha ~ i also agreess .. so far i got one shirt from there hehe.. maybe will wear to meet the guys and gals tml .. then we go bugis street..

There really had been tonnes of changes. we have yet to be there for so long.. so many shops open le.. so many pples and great biz.. alot of ladies wear and men wears seems got hidden in some corners haha ..

Saw a nice shirt but i hesitated to buy .. recently got attracted to shirts haha.. hopefully can get a new image and have a fresh look after ord ..

Army life is coming to an end soon and sooner than i can imagine.. i got no time to decide already and hopefully i wont get to make hasty decision.. I'm planning, hope i'm not too late.. Hope you guys out there reading this entry will gif me ur utmost support.. Thanks a million !!!

Cheers and look forward to a blissful future ..
not forgetting.. thanks bro, i really enjoy our trip todae..


Somehow today is better at least by abit bit hees~
I advanced a little hees..

Wakie plan my schedules is gd thing. know what to do, life more meaningful abit.. haha ..
Play a while game, read up jobstreet see gt any gd position, had lunch today not brunch okaes and i had a run.

though it's abt 3.6km run, i gt abit tired hees.. an uncle really lao dang li zhuang, i overtake him, he die die wanna overtake me back haha.. nv gif up .. but i gif up haha~ gt to train more le.. he overtake le so happi den relax run haha.. so weird guy.. i also relax and overtake him and rest at the bustop. then i saw him run past me while i did my cool down. We exchanged glances and shown a smile =)) hahas .. not that bad though.. but abit funni to do cool down at the bustop haha~

Bought dinner for mum and online till now. Before that i manage to call sakae hoho, sat we gonna da chi da he !!! hahahas~ and call nuh for some volunteerary thingy. anyone interest? can go this webbie see see ... http://www.nuh.com.sg/bav.html seems interesting ..

everyday gt ppls nag me no update blog, so today i did and i did it at 9pm ! haha..
great achievement to show that i'm not lazy anymore. i wanna work, i wanna a chance.. gif me that !!!

Cheers !!!


Oops.. it's like almost 2am + hees~ Gonna slp le horrs ! no worries.. I have set myself some aims. Hope can achieve tml hees.. after this i will have a great slp. Everyday u guys can see me online, talk cork.. seems like i'm too free till someone made some comments. I got to start my engine. hopefully can start getting myself occupied. I can de okaes ! Bu yao kan bu qi wo ..

chatted with qi jus now and tell me something weird and left. Tickles me and dont tell me.. arbish!

carol coming bk by end of yr too, can catch up with her le hees! hope nuh will accept u worrs. I think they will cos i doubt they wanna miss a chance to haf you taking care of those cuties kids. jiayou!

Sat i gt a gathering.. actually two. first sakae ! but then come to think of that, i forget to call today haha.. tml i will de ! den sat we'll enjoy munching on sushi ! muahah~

den after that dunno go tanah merah meet my sec frens.. So great and so long nv see them. so excited to see onglai, amy they all.. especially ong lai tart ! haha..

Nth much happen today, sent a few resumes. Hopefully will get a phone call tml.. hees~ Cheers ! i wont gif up on my life.. keep on pursueing wat i want ! aha..

Enjoy ya day tml guys ! ~


sent another resume out this morning. hees but no reply yet. Hopefully some news come soon. Else i got to go agency find job le.. sad \= Any simple IT job to recommend me ? I wanna work ! at least till end dec before i start sch in jan 07. Sim going to SIM to study haha.. ~

Today did nth but stone, slp, chat and time jus passed. I hated that but seems like i got to do something more meaningful. Teach me how, recommend wat i can do. Leave me a msg in my tag .. Hopefully tell me wat ya thinking or gif me any idea u can think off.

Tml i'm going for FFI, dunno wat that means but i know it's some medical clearance that i got to settle before i can ORD !!! weee~ sounds great.. Counting down right now.. 16 more days to go.. muahaha.. ~ anyone wanna celebrate for me ?

I really wanna be happi but nowadays i found lesser means of achieving it. .. Hopefully more happi stuff comes along the way ~ hees ~ Alot of bdaes coming including mine hees~ *hint hint.

Oh ya, xiao mei better dont "chu stunt" again hor! else i arbish u ! haha~ I want sushi on coming sat hor.. Let's haf fun together..

Anyway xiao di, wat makes u think we are drifting apart from being bros? Haha jus lesser chat onli mar.. dont worries too muchy cos there's no need to ! hees.. ~ bros always .. ^^

Got to rest le .. nitez !

*thanks shan for always reminding me to blog hees.. and xiao mei too.. kabish !!!


Got two bday girls i know haha ..~ one lai ji po ! and another is my god daughter.
hee~ Happi Bdae !!!!! Nice see pples enjoying their bdaes.. mine is coming soon too muaha.. ~
so soon ~ so scary, dunno do wat.. haiis..

Shag day, had a run in camp and went to gym under the influence of hc. So fit sia him, go aust enjoy come back keep save and still fit ! den today tell me got camera.. tempt me !!! ke wu ! bleah =pppPPp I will get one camera de horss ! but .. dunno when onli~ Had a long day in camp, carry my helmet, webbing and a 2p machine back home.. sooOo heavy.. dying.. as usual chatted with cy and ky on train back but cy took rover bk while left ky and me .. we chatted until my stop. cool huh, didnt realise we gt so much to talk.hees..

Reach home, i online a while, stone in my chair. I found that i'm stuck ! haha i cant bring myself out. Supposingly got to reach chris chalet asap. den i was lazing again.. but i manage to dash to century sq to get something for her. keke~ den cab again to chalet.. waiting for me cut cake.. so gan dong~ haha it was den i realised i bought a same present for her as her fren did. sianz.. demoralise.. haiis.. play a while mahjong till 15 min passed midnight den i realise i shld gif some one a call haha..

Call and disturb Qi muahah~ but she didnt pick up the call .. luckily she call back haha~ Wish her Happi Bdae !!! hees.. ~ we talk beri long sia until her phone 2x no batt.. den i realise it was so late ahha~ better let her go kOonz.. nxt day enjoy her sushi treat and cartel dinner lol~ zhen hui chi .. power leh her .. =X

Then it was like 2 plus lol, i went back to eat a little, send some frens' out to the doorstep. They got to leave earli~ Left us again, the same usual basketball gang.. haha ~ they played mahjong den me and chris go kOonz lol~ so hard the sofa, we didnt manage to slp until we got the beds ! haha they finished like 4 or 5 i also cant remember le.. we jus be responsible to jump onto the bed and concuss ! slp well.. wake up at 12 noon but it seems like dawn haha~ the curtains cover the windows.. so i kept slping until 2pm woOohoOoo.. then cK jump down bed to the mattress.. cos he finally escaped the clutches of zeng ! haha.. he also power, arrived like 5 when we all concussing haha.. intime for bed .. haha lol~ den i went down and slp with ck haha~ had a long slp but it was 230 when i wakeup .. weird.. slp so long but half an hr onli~ dang~ chris was asking us dont go back so fast cos got one more day.. chris was angry somehow .. and she didnt join us for lunch.. instead went straight to meet her frens at white sands and get some stuff. So end up we ate, and we decided not to "pangseh" her since it's her big day.. haha~ so bought rob's food and went back to mahjong until evening haha.. They are playing ps2, winning eleven. lol which is not my type.. dang@ played one game and made a fool out of myself but rob relax didnt win much and he thought me a few tricks haha.. thanks ! den we were all grabbing food.. yummy.. but kev was leaving so i tagged along and leave chris with a poor grin of gd bye. sorli~ Jus wish you can be happi always ! Left and went makan with ck and zeng.. eat again .. lol~ seems like pig over this few days... dead man.. need to exercise more but then .. my muscles still aching due to fri's gym session.. si hc !! *&^%$#@

Today was a simple day, wake up at 9, had breakfast and lvl up in maple ! weee~! fun ! Simple meZ. My little han han came to visit me again.. hees~ so ke ai.. keep calling me "ah zei!" "ah zei!" haha.. so cute.. she love to " ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Zei !!! " den i will like =.="""" hahas~ play with her a while .. she so happi nowadays when she see me, seems like it's getting better haha..

After so many happi things, someone told me something that happen.. i feel like i dunno wat to say haiis.. bastard !!!!!!!!! i really hope you will learn from ur lesson and be more aware of surrounding pples.. *hug* hope ya better now .. Rest well and everything will be fine.. I hope i can do something but i also loss.. *prays* to god .. hope for a better future.. !

Thank you for giving me a wonderful past and a beautiful tml !
Cheers