28 November 2004

As usual..

Time flew..

The end has come and a new start is beginning soon..
Wonder where i will land up in and where my friends will go to, hope they'll join me wherever i go, cos i needed them and their support.. their encouragement.. They are so wonderful pals to be with.

I have to thank Marcus for all he had done for me during this period of time, without him i'll might not be what i am now, zhi yuan for all the stuff he taught me, shun cai for all the hope he had given me every now and den, keewee for providing all the aid, help and necessities when we needed them most, guowei for his ingrow toes nails and his holan words he taught me, khairol for his care and concern at times when i needed it, thomas for being a gd pal who can rely on, donovan for his friendly smile and sensible thoughts and decision at times, and Chris for his concern and help he given me during this time (sad to say it is true tat he is nice to me but i always call him fuck up buddy lol =X, always argueing abt this and that , thus kinda chao geng, thus named as Mr Confinement haha.. Overall i still think he is still a worthy pal to be with.)
The last three i havent mention is my smokers pals( Gary, Kelvin and Jesper), most of the time they are bz smoking haha.. hardly see them as they stick around more to each other, i still wanna thx them for being gd section bros.

The above mentioned ones are my section mates, without them life wont be complete and i wont not be what i am now. Sincerely thanks my section brothers and my platoon mates( quite alot and i lazy haha.. when i free den write down la).

POP soon, wasnt really prepared to go on to next stage but life still have to continue, i just have to catch up with the phase. Sad to leave Ninja Coy which gives me lotsa fun and memories. At least i can tell myself, i have done my best during this period of time and learn alot.

Guys, let's hope the nxt phase is smooth and keep in contacts.

Gd nitez

edZz


15 November 2004

The times is over and it seems so soon..

My gal has already gone to KL this morning, kinda miss her. Without her by my side, i felt empty and dunno what to do except staying by the computer today. I missed my friends and i wanted to meet them and i have many plans for this long weekends yet i wasted it as i caught a cold and got a fever over the past few days.. Really sad to waste my time being a weak fellow and cant get to do the planned activities..

The next long weekend is coming soon in about less than a month time, i hope by then i'm really for a new challenge and i will be able to enjoy the time with my gal.

By 830pm i will be at pasir ris again.. This time lonely as one as she isnt here. I want to enjoy more yet it seems so limited time.. haiz.. Felt so low..

Ytd night saw a tv programme, it talks abt sg doctors going over to indonesia to provide free treatment for young children with deformaties.. They dont enjoy toys or even facilities like you have in sg. It is a totally different life out there yet they are happy with their own life. Only things that bothers them is their children's problems. They got so minimum yet they still can survive in that conditions. Feel really impressed, cos in sg, people have their own life, money, car and many many things but they dont cherish.

I learn many things from the programme and i know, i'm much more fortunate and i will cherish people around me more.. I just wanna live a life without regrets..

edZz


10 November 2004

wOo..
Not bad... entire week of 5 days off..
but sadest thing is that we are screwed by our PS before we are out.. I bet we are going to have a tough time in there when we are back to the company line. Seems so scary, tonnes of confinement and guard duty is coming our way.. Hope everyone, at least minimum pples will get hit by the trend.

Now only have to get ready for tml .. nxt day and the day after activities.. My birthday is coming.. 14th wor... Very soon wor.. Hope i'll enjoy this special day with someone special hehe..
U too wor..

For every off or every break i get, i can tell myself; " i earn my day !!! " hehe.. I tried my best to do well in every stituation every specific detail. Feel abit sad, when my PS scolded me today, he think highly of me yet i disappointed him by not cleaning the equipment. I never know that since this afternoon. Maybe i'm not that bad either, i told myself. Just try my best bah.. At least i know when it ends, i will not regret what i had done.

That's all for tonight, better get a gd rest le. It's late and tml will be a long long day ahead. Have fun guys..

Happy Deepavali !!!

edZz


07 November 2004

Back again..
This time round, felt so exhausted and tired yet i still wish to do all the stuff i can in the civilian world, else there'll be no chance in there again.. Soon there will be a long week break for us, Hari Raya and Deepavali is coming up..

Tml will be our 2nd day live range.. Kinda nervous while shooting, yet it feels quite nice when my shots hit the targets.. wEeeyOoouWeeEe. haha.. Not bad results, but still can improve man.. i got to.. Hope tml is another safe day at range and everyone can bring out their best.

Now i'm jus waiting for time to pass, so i can see my dar soon.. No idea where will we land up in but i still wish we can cherish the time together no matter where we are. The coming week, we have planned many activities, hope nth goes wrong and we can enjoy to the fullest... hee.. =)

Now let me rest a while be4 the day really starts..
Take care guys..

edZz