Finally after Chinese New Year is here..

Gong xi Gong xi !!!

My past year ..

-Broken up with her..
-Found another who isnt the one ..
-Become a specialist..
-Got into MC..
-Then ended up in CS..

Now .. realised alot of things ..
Life with her isnt life anymore..
After i left her, my life ended up in a huge mess..
I took almost half a year to realise all this ..
Too slow man me.. really a turtle..
dumb dumb as she says~

Towards the end of last year, i found my way back to her..
That day, we made our fate to meet @ JP.
Remember we chat @ mac and i sent her home.
It was sweet, but gd times dont last.

It was months of ignore till my bday, she finally contacted me.
I got a Adidas polo tee(my fav) on that day.
I know she didnt forgot abt me =D That my only moltivation of my bday.
Made my birthday happy though i cant really see her.

From then on, i felt that we didnt really ended, she gave me tiny hope of survival.
I became persistant about this relationship even though the journey is tough.
Now i still got 2 years + to go, i'm not going to let go le. Let's us start afresh from where we ended.

Of course, i know you may be wondering, why did i choose you back.
You may think that i'm too rush, get back to u cos i broken up with ex, or even there's no girls for me but i want you to know, i love you because you made my life like no one can. A kinda feeling no one else can give.

Along the way, i did know some girls, but eventually i realised they werent the one i'm searching for. I dont wanna like them becos they are pretty, nice or whatsoever. I dont wish to like someone jus on the surface & yet they cant give me that kinda spark.

This year my target is to maturalise and find my way to university after my green uniform's life.
Time to get over with it and start my adulthood now. No time for kids stuff right ? =p

Dear piggy,
let me take your hands once again & walk this life together ..
Work hard and build our home ..

With might and determination
NwdE-