15 November 2004
The times is over and it seems so soon..
My gal has already gone to KL this morning, kinda miss her. Without her by my side, i felt empty and dunno what to do except staying by the computer today. I missed my friends and i wanted to meet them and i have many plans for this long weekends yet i wasted it as i caught a cold and got a fever over the past few days.. Really sad to waste my time being a weak fellow and cant get to do the planned activities..
The next long weekend is coming soon in about less than a month time, i hope by then i'm really for a new challenge and i will be able to enjoy the time with my gal.
By 830pm i will be at pasir ris again.. This time lonely as one as she isnt here. I want to enjoy more yet it seems so limited time.. haiz.. Felt so low..
Ytd night saw a tv programme, it talks abt sg doctors going over to indonesia to provide free treatment for young children with deformaties.. They dont enjoy toys or even facilities like you have in sg. It is a totally different life out there yet they are happy with their own life. Only things that bothers them is their children's problems. They got so minimum yet they still can survive in that conditions. Feel really impressed, cos in sg, people have their own life, money, car and many many things but they dont cherish.
I learn many things from the programme and i know, i'm much more fortunate and i will cherish people around me more.. I just wanna live a life without regrets..
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