Once again..
Heart torn into pieces the second time within a period of 3 months..
One relationship of 1.5 yrs and the other of almost 3 months..
This makes me wonder. . What am i thinking ..

It doesnt matter which relationship, i put in my best to love each one of them yet they couldnt convince me they are the one or rather, i dont feel they are the one for me. Everyone is indifferent, u know and i know but somehow there's some thinkings which affected me when i made up my mind whether if she's the one.

The right feelings is very hard to find.. the common thinkings and the goals we had for our future seems so different and worst we cant compromise. That's the main reason i end both of the relationship. Communication break down .. =/

Jus wish heaven will be kind to me in the future.. Now i decided to take a break and catch up with my buddies and friends.. We got lotsa stuff to talk man.. Hope to gain back my lost friends and hopefully a destined lady will drop by along in the future...

Now i will start my planning .. I know i can .. !
Give me your support ! =)

Take Care

Edwin