i just cant think well recently .. since vdae ..
didnt realli know whether isit right or wrong to make that move..
but i realli enjoyed that moment in time .. even if it onli lasted onli then..
i cant help but kept thinking of her..
I knew what she said the next day was right, i cant disagreed cos i felt the same..
maybe it's not time yet, too rush into things becos it's vdae maybe ?
god knows, but i know it takes more time ..

by then i dunno what i would become .. now i know i shld focus back on my studies..
where i left 2 weeks ago, i need to complete my works soon else i gonna deprive myself of 5%.
i realli wanna work hard but i need a push which no one realli given me .. everyone seems occupied with his/her thingy..

seriously, i dont realli understand what girls thinking or rather at times, i realli lost in what is on their mind .. i tried to ask but i gt no answer, it jus makes me wonder more .. i feel so down, guessing without results.. i dunno if i will get an ans too.. will i ? so secretive .. i so sianz ..
i dont wanna guess !!!~ tried tired ..

this two nites, cant realli slp well, not realli becos i went out or i chatted with a fren .. but jus that i dont feel like slping .. the me now just wanna type everything out in my mind, cos i know i gonna explode soon if i realli kept it in myself~!!!

liking somebody is not easy while being together with somebody is even harder ..

eeuuuu~ the feeling jus suxs~! but i'm determine to throw all this away when i wake up tml..
i'm not going to think anymore! i wanna be my edzz, tony whatever and carry on where i stopped few weeks ago.. angry with myself .. why get distracted at this moment..

hopefully this wed i can get a change of color in my hair and trim it to a style that suits me..
i realli hated my disorganise hair style, frizzy curly whatever you call it..

anyway to those who dunno me, i also play maple story! it's not kiddy kaes, i jus play becos there's friends companying me .. it's fun, try it ~!! although it dont comes with impressive graphic, it does have cute characters in it kaes..

New year is great, i saw a lot of relatives over this period of times... It's a great year of ang baos, thanks my bro, he contributed to most of my funds. *hug*
I love my two aunts alot but one of them dislike my mum, often blicker which i think isnt realli neccessary since they are both like 60 yrs old .. I just wish for peace btw them.. i dont like to see this .. i love them .. great aunts that adore me and bros.. and now my niece..

I jus feel bad for my colleague this very day cos her's hubby lost his grandma..
felt sorry for him.. it's a great times to be enjoying but this kinda of things happened..
She will not be coming to work for like one week, that's sad.. just hope everything will be fine, cos i know the grandma will be going to somewhere better, leading a new life .. =

Not forgetting cat, she's like so sick now, every darn illnesses hopping onto her ..
i jus pray and wish for her to be fine soon cos i hate this kinda of things happening, feels pain for her too.. rem to take care ah..

then i rem carol, i jus pray for ur results to show nth, cos i know it'll be very disastrous if something that kind realli befall on you.. choi! choi! choi! i just hope that you'll be fine. That's all..
the rest i cant realli advise you but rest assure, this jie mei will be with ya if you need someone.

whoever you are out there reading this blog, rem life isnt about taking, but it's abt giving ..
all my wishes and prayers want is that all of you stay healthy and most imptly happy..
rest is not within my reach ..

jiayou!!! find yr own life !?!!!

.:tony.adidas.edzz:.