Felt depressed today really. Was shoot by a old bird this evening just before I was about to go home. I try to seek help from him to understand about some plug-in features but I guessed I am just wasn't good enough to talk to him about programming yet. So boring ... Whatever we learnt in school were like probably one tenth of what you gonna face in real working life I guessed. Hope it just applied to me. There is this protocol where the whole team of mine dont really know and my boss tasked me to go and implement it. Wow! Headache... I have been reading documents, going through codes which is written by others hoping to find out what is it all about. Not only that, there is alot of services involved, like database, some authentication service blah blah blah... Headache sia! I really hope someone can shine some light on me although this old bird is cruel with his words, he has been the one who has tried to make some sense in the codes I am reading...

His words were hurting but it's true ... I just need to buck up perhaps ...
Come to think of that, I am just 1 week old in the company... What wonders can I do really? ...

Awww... feels so bad, so lost and so depressed ...

Can someone save me ...