12 November 2009

Sometimes I wonder am I wrong to be kind ...

I was sleeping soundly in the evening earlier when I was waken abruptly by a young girl. She seems to be at most primary age. She had been pressing and pressing my doorbell until I wake up... I was quite angry initially and I thought it was my mum so I wake up to see who is that. End up it was that the young girl standing at the doorstep. She ask me if I would like to help her buy ice-cream. Actually I said no, but she ask me to consider and I gave in ... She showed me that big block of ice-cream 1 litre (Chocolate flavour) and I bought it. It costed $10.70. However, the box of ice-cream feels sticky, because the entire block is packed into paper box, not like a tub form. I felt a little regret when I bought it.

I think she is the one who had been constantly sell ice-cream at my areas. Occasionally, I would hear my parents say no to her. I told cake about it and she thought that I was blur blur. She thinks that I should say no to the girl. My mum also think likewise, even reprimanded me for buying the ice-cream.

Well I dunno why I bought it, probably because she was so young and at this age, she had to start selling ice-cream to earn money. I am not sure whether it was for her parents, herself or what... I just feel that when I was her age, I am still ignorant, enjoying my childhood, watching tv, playing game etc ... And maybe that is why I gave in ...

so ...

Am I wrong or stupid to act this way ...