Felt really bothered by the slight swell on my face, the swell have subsided, there still leave a scar, a slightly swollen patch and it feels a little hard. Went to see the stupid doctor today. He said "You got 2 choices, either you continue eating antibiotics or cut"... I was like, if I know it was to spread to such a large area, I would have squeeze the whole damn thing out when it was still a small little dot.. You are the idiot who asked me not to do so and it spread like crazy to 1 huge patch... grrrr.... Although the swell now is not that bad, I am still bother by the fact that it was once a huge swell, a huge scar in my mind...

Please do not make me grow any of these weird swell anymore, I felt terrible, especially when it falls on festive dates... The feeling sucks big time, the confidence level drop alot too.. I hated answering everyone question about why like that, how come swollen because I got no idea... It was probably a bite by some insects, an acne, an infection, blah blah blah... how would I know when even the doctor couldn't tell what was it?

I know you care out there but I would appreciate if you did not ask why some times...

Sianz... I hope the swell will subside a little bit more, make my face normal again...